Understanding the Realities of Trans Individuals Who Choose to Pause Hormone Therapy

Eder Iturralde, a 25-year-old from Gipuzkoa, underwent a transition process that included taking testosterone for four years. However, three years ago, he decided to stop this treatment. While such decisions are rare, they are gaining visibility within the trans community, where it is estimated that up to 5% of people choose to stop taking hormones. Eder’s story highlights a diverse and complex reality that challenges traditional conceptions of gender identity.

Eder began his transition at age 18, a process that included egg freezing, changing his legal documents, and chest surgery. For years, hormone therapy allowed him to develop physical characteristics such as facial hair and a deeper voice. However, there came a point when they questioned the need to continue with testosterone, given that they had already achieved the desired physical changes. “If I already have a beard and a deeper voice, why continue?” they asked.

Eder’s decision is not a rejection of their trans identity, but an exploration of what it means to be trans beyond medical treatments. This approach shows that gender identity can be affirmed in many ways, and not necessarily through ongoing hormone therapy. Eder continues to identify as a man and retains his name and masculine pronouns, but his relationship with his identity now includes a broader and more personal perspective.

The experiences of people like Eder enrich our understanding of trans identity and challenge established norms. Detransition, whether primary or secondary, is often a sensitive topic due to its use in transphobic narratives. However, it is essential to understand that these individual decisions do not invalidate the experiences of other trans people, but rather contribute a diversity of lived experiences that deserve to be heard and respected.

As more people share their stories, it is crucial that the dialogue on gender identity includes all possible experiences, without prejudice. This could foster a more inclusive and understanding environment for future generations. Decisions like Eder’s remind us of the importance of allowing each person to find their own unique path in affirming their identity. In this sense, society has a duty to support and respect these choices, recognizing the richness that each personal story brings to the mosaic of trans experiences.